Dear Carnelia,

Do you remember the letter that I gave you when we were Sophomores? I really meant what I said. You are a friend and I love you even though you hurt me many times. The way you insult and ignore me, it's painful but because of my patience I still learned to care for you still. I forgave you everytime you apologize. But this time it's different. You are mad at me even though I don't do anything rude to you. I smile at you when we meet in the hallway, in the road, or anywhere else. I just can't figure it out, what are you getting mad about. I chose my words because I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but you still get angry at me. I hate it when you don't tell me what's wrong. I hate it when you ignore me everytime I get close to you. For me it's an insult. Sometimes I think I want to die because I can't take the pressure of watching your every move that convinces me that you are mad at me. But oftentimes, I can imagine the life of not having you around. It's a good life but I still want to settle things. I want us to be friends again. But if the time will come that I've reached my limit. I just want to say Goodbye.

From,

Amethyst

Dear Leon,

                I've been trying my very best to end my feelings for you. I know right from the start is no more than just an infatuation. I've told you before that I've experienced it many times especially on Francis Mark. It has always been a one-way love. I was always the one loving and never loved back. It is so sad but I have to accept the fact that it's not the right time. At present, I'm struggling. I'm fighting myself because my mind says to forget you but my heart says to love you. I know that in tyhe end I'm always the one suffering if I'll follow my heart. Each day that will pass, I want to see your face. And when I do see you, I get really upset because I know that I will never get to have your heart. You will always love her. You both look very happy when you see each other that it makes you dance. I want to support you in the relationship you have with her but I cannot deny that I want to be with you. That's all just a dream. It will never come true. I may as well follow the advise of the cards, to give my feelings up for you and start a new path.

                                                                                                                             Sincerely yours,

                                                                                                                                 Amethyst

Dear Leon,

              I enjoyed having time with you but I was really nervous when we had an open forum. I was scared because I don't want to embarass myself in front of the others and in front of you. Fortunately, the bottle didn't point me. But I was dissapointed when I checked out a site. It reads your fortune. I asked if you will love me, sadly the answer is no. I asked if you will be together with my cousin's daughter and to my surprise the answer is yes. I asked the site if Michael Jordan is the favorite basketball player of my nephew. I did that to confirm whether this site is for real or not. And the answer is yes. I can't believe it, these are all true. I just hope that this will make me want to give up on you. I will surely miss your smiles and the complements you always give me. For the last time, I love you Leon.

                                                                                                                     Sincerely yours,

                                                                                                                          Amethyst

Dear Leon,

                I know that you already know my feelings for you. I confessed to you and found out that you have feelings for another. It was okey with me until I noticed something unusual. You are always with another girl, surprisingly my cousin's daughter. I couldn't believe what I always see and the people's comments around me. One of my friend's told me that you both have mutual feelings for each other. I couldn't believe it. I had a tarot card reading and it says I should give up with my feelings for you and someone else too. I tried my very best but I couldn't do it. I had a reading again because I want to know what will happen if I will tell my cousin about his daughter's affair. The cards said it will just lead me in misery. But I couldn't help telling him what happened. I told him but with my own chosen words. He called his daughter and asked if someone is courting her but his daughter said none. The next day,  I noticed that his daughter is acting really strange when I'm at sight. And now I'm scared that I've hurt her feelings. Then I remembered that Blood is thicker than Water, so I chose to make you free. I hope that you'll not hurt her. Because if you do, then expect that even though I've loved you, I will always side my family. I don't want to hurt you but this is how it should be. Just be happy that you and I are free.

                                                                                                                            Sincerely yours,

                                                                                                                               Amethyst

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